I've decided to move on.
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Life hit me real hard. It's painful it's hurtful when you feel lost in your own forest. There's no one to seek help from, no one will be there to spoon feed you all the way till you started growing. I grew and I fell. I wasn't able to catch myself from this huge fall. It hurts when i realised everything is changing from that day when I did a mistake. I took 2011 from jan till now as a dream. I thought everything was so unreal, until today. I opened up my eyes. Everything feels so real. 


"I felt so drained for not resting thru out a week. I'm so tired and exhausted. I'm dying halfway. I know i'm again back here, and not updating. I've not been going out hanging out, i'm all busy with work, with that boy, with this junk and that nonsense. I need to get some life. Thank god i'll be leaving singapore during december. Fuck yeah happy is me. Finally gonna be exposed to a different atmosphere, this life is sick over here. Tomorrow is gonna be my off day, finally taking a break. Anyway, 2 weeks ago did flb flea with my girls, it was really great. Wanna thank everyone who came down and support ;) And also, on the 23th.. I went out with the boy. We went to ice-skate, for the first time after being together for 23 months. Ha aftermath rushed all the way to Resort World for a performance there with my family.