Boring days

I've been so busy for so many freaking days and I'm so lazy to update. Finally today i'm in the mood to blog.
Last saturday with Peiyi and Shimin, amk > town > home sweet home.
Sunday, church > met up with J > Causeway > Aijisen > Jennifer's body > home sweet home.
Monday, school > got back results > Shimin's crib for the whole afternoon.
Wednesday, work > imm with Yuenshin.
Thursday, work > met up with Shimin Chrystal Vincent Chengan over at plaza.

I've so many overdued pixxx, i know it's very long ago but ya..

I couldn't get over that dress which is out of stock!! Still so not over it. Damn you.
Yay shopping with Yuenshin, pool with the rest tml! Yay yay yay.
15 days more to me being 14 yay yay yay. Okie i shall go off now.
Buaiix bloggy-pies. Sweet dreams xoxo

Life

I like my life right now. Don't you?
Buaix blogger babies, shall update tml.
xoxo

I feel like leaving the whole cyberspace. xxx

Over it

Well today i had my day at cine with Yuenshin chengen jieyu junsheng geokkoon caught my girlfriend is an agent. After that hang out around at fep, saw many primary schoool old folks! Haha damn damn great to see them there man. Aftermath went over back to cck to hang out and then home sweet home. Long day, been out since morning. I've been really broke again now. Shouldn't have spend so much money on unnecessary items man. Regretted.
Tomorrow's saturday, i've no plans again. Boring saturday? Or shall i make it an interesting one? Life's so boring! Okie i'm going off now.
I still miss those little part of you, buying buns in the midnight at seven eleven, cuddling in cinemas. It's over now. I'll be fine..
Buaixxxxx.

Life goes on

I've been away for so long i guess. Finally talking about my life! Last few days of school were great. Had drama performance, me and my babygirls had our hair curled! It's super fun indeed, we expect for more audiences in the end it's just all the secondary one. And yes i went for our school play,spectrum. Then I caught cloudy with the chance of meatballs recently, last week went over to Jurong with my family to celebrate my 1 month old cousin, Annabelle's 1st month, and yes few days ago went over to Kallang with classmates. Guess what I did there? I played almost all the guy games! Arcade bowling, and then caught the show this is it. I was expecting more though. Oh yes then yesterday had photo shoot and went over to Shixian's chalet. Saw many schoolmates there and yep. Pixxxxxx! There's many more but I haven't got them yet.



























I've been online for like 2 bloody hours, stoning and thinking about so many things. Good things just don't last forever, but we got many many beautiful memories left behind. We didn't make it to continue so many things together, we didn't make it for our big dreams we had together. Sometimes how i wish you're still here with me, when I cry when i laugh, you used to be always there for me, wiping away my tears, smiling together with me. Thanks for everything. xoxo

Thanks to every single sweet souls out there cheering me on. I love you guys very very much.
Okay shall go off now. Must wake up early tml if not someone's gonna killl me for sure.

Trying very hard

I'm here to blog again. Sorry for leaving my blog being so dead for a long big time. I'm coming back to this space don't worry! I like it here very much. I've been very tired for a long time, I've finally been awake and standing strong alone now. I know i can do it, I know i surely can. There's alot of people out there trying very hard still, to break the wall out of me. I'm telling myself i'm all alone now, but it's alright i still have people with me who loves me, who actually care for me. I still have friends like this. Okay i'm feeling gay typing all this. But thanks to those girls who are there for me alright. Love you guys 2bits. Okay i'm late for work already, shall go off to prepare now. Shall update later when I get all the pixx! xoxo

Worst morning i ever woke up in

I had the worst morning I ever woke up in. It's terrible waking up with puffy eyes, realising that these things are reality. It feels that i'm all alone all over again, or is it i'm too sensitive? I'm tired of tears flowing down my cheeks. I'm tired of getting false hopes, telling myself all this are not true. I'm tired of being like these. I need a break. I need to be strong. I might be loud, might be happy to you, might be smiling like always, actually i'm just a small and timid girl. I'm afraid.